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Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.11.26 at 21:06
Today I got on the scales at the gym. I then ran to the change rooms and cried. Those numbers made me sad. Guess who's going to the gym tomorrow morning before Sexpo? The same person who ate fruit fucking salad for dinner while everybody else had Friday pizza.

On the plus side, them numbers were 25 less than this time last year, that's gotta be some kind of silver lining, right?

Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.09.27 at 17:09
Current Location: Australia, Victoria

What am I?...

♥ We go car shopping together.
♥ We talk about the possibility relocating to Bendigo…maybe.
♥ We go on dates and then laugh about the fact that we still go on dates.
♥ We talk every.freaking.day.
♥ We cuddle and carry on like 15 year olds.
♥ We hold hands in public.
♥ We feel the need to ask the other's advice on certain situations.
♥ We plan trips to Thailand…just the two of us.
♥ We're both the first person the other one calls when something exciting happens.
♥ We call each other stupid, sucky names instead of our real names.
♥ We give each other advice when the other one is stuck in a stupid situation.
♥ We call each other when we're in sucky moods for cheering up.
♥ We can lay in bed and talk all.freaking.day and never run out of things to talk about. Ever.

But we're not together.

I'd hate to know what a real couple acts like...

Seriously. Boys do confusing things. But I am happy in this unrelationship with my notboyfriend, it makes me smile that we can still do this and that we are so comfortable with each other. So we carry on…

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Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.06.13 at 18:12
9 lasts
1. Cigarette: About ten minutes ago.
2. Beverage: Coke.
3. Kiss: Few weeks ago.
4. Hug: When my mum went home yesterday.
5. Movie seen: Final Destination 4. Worst ending ever.
6. CD played: Glee Soundtrack.
7. Song listened to: To Sir With Love.
8. Phone call: My mum yesterday morning.
9. Purchase: A train ticket.

8 have you ever
1. Dated one of your best friends? Nope.
2. Skinny dipped: Yep.
3. Kissed somebody and regretted it: Yep.
4. Fallen in love: Yep. Hard.
5. Lost someone you loved: Yes.
6. Been depressed: That's what the meds are for, I'm assuming.
7. Been drunk and threw up: Yes. EVERYBODY SHUT UP!
8. Ran away: Tried to once. Didn't get far. We had a long driveway OK.

7 states you’ve been to (No fair we only have 7!!)
1. Victoria..
2. NSW
3. Western Australia
4. South Australia
5. ACT

6 things you’ve done today
1. Went shopping with my aunt.
2. Colored with Kiara on the loungeroom floor
3. Not picked up the phone.
4. Ate toast.
5. Told Ash to fuck off.
6. Blowdried my hair.

5 favorite things in no order
1. Love
2. Collingwood
3. My horses
4. Oscar
5. Glee

4 people you last talked to in person
1. Aunty Mate
2. Round Eye
3. Uncle Grum
4. Leishy.

3 wishes
1. Perfection

2 things you want to be when you grow up
1. Happy
2. A lawyer

Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.05.11 at 23:32
I have a plan. Why? Because I'm probably the most determined bitch you know.
Watch this space.

Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.05.08 at 23:32
Current Location: Australia, Victoria

Do you know what I fucking hate? Pouring your fucking guts out to somebody in a massive way and the only reaction you get is 'thank you'.
I also hate it when you know exactly what you want and that you're certain that if you were given the slightest window of opprtunity to prove yourself that you'd grab it by the balls and not look back for nobody. nobody But that window is shut. And the person on the other side isn't interested in opening it. Nor will they really tell you why.

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Musings of a V-Line passenger in need of a cigarette

Posted on 2010.04.05 at 16:04
Current Location: Australia, Victoria

Whilst riding the V-Line today I had a thought. It was just as the train wad pulling into Castlemaine and a girl who was in the year below me at highschool was pushing a pram with weedy, Holden attire-wearing significant other in toe was about to get on the train. I thought to myself thank FUCK I never procreated! I may have a lot of flaws but at least I am not:

.Stuck in Castlemaine

.Settling with whichever scumbag knocked me up first

.The owner of any Holden, Jack Daniels or Playboy clothing

And at least I can:

.Buy myself expensive perfume without having to worry about feeling guilty because my bastard child is going without something so I can smell nice

.Decide on the spur of the moment that I want to go out and not have to think twice

.Make the descision to spend an entire pay on insanely over-priced shoes and to not eat for a week and have it only affect me

Life is shit but it's not that bad.
Don't judge me!Collapse )

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Posted on 2010.03.16 at 18:19
Current Location: Australia, Victoria

Today I realised..Collapse )

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Suicidal Education
Posted on 2010.02.23 at 23:47
Current Location: Australia, Victoria

The Work Saga ContinuesCollapse )

I played netball tonight, my oath did I carve it up. I fucking dominated. At least I'm good at something. I played in Epping though. First time I've been to Epping since I moved out of Shannon's place, so I'm a little sad now, but not too bad.

Also found out today that Gully can't move out of his house 'till June/July. FUCK! So I'm stuck paying $1K a month in rent 'till then. I'm actually going to look into the price of commuting every day from my parent's house in the meantime. It can't be any more than what I'm paying now, right? I'm just over paying through the arse to rent what is essentially, a bedroom.

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Posted on 2010.02.17 at 19:45
Current Location: Bedroom floor
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: 'Change' - Taylor Swift
Dear God,

Please, please cut me some fucking slack. Give me a break here. Please. Just a little one.
Whatever I did in a past life I’m sorry. I promise I am.

work rantCollapse )

Uni rant...or lack thereof...Collapse )

Ugh. That rant didn't make me feel better.

Randmly: I totally have a craving for pork bellies. Yes I do.

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Aussie MeMe

Posted on 2010.02.15 at 18:05
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